Hello to 2009, ceeya to 2008!

So I was glad to see the back of 2008! Am awaiting something good to happen in 2009 because it's about time it did! Saying goodbye to the cruelness that life has brought my family to the depths of despair and the worries that ended with sleepless nights... Saying come on in to the wonders of 2009 and the joys it should bring! People are odd creatures and children are wonderfully intriguing but underneath all the simple things a child brings into your life-the depths of them can be rather revealing. I smile when I shouldn't and I cry when I can, I shout and scream as loud as any known man but it's all in my head-the turmoil I'm in because I can't understand the complexities of this one little man. My daughter is blissfully unaware of any chaos he creates, she smiles happily all day unless her tooth aches! He is the opposite of everything he should be and the nasty side of him didn't come from me! I watch him carefully when he plays sweetly and talks to himself so peacefully... Then fire errupts and the turmoil begins. This year we should have so many answers, so many people who still can't aggree with what to do with this little person. They talk and talk and then disagree that it makes me all wonder if they are actually working for me! So I can only look forward, don't want to look back. Been to the depths of despair and uncntrolled grief for the little boy who makes a mockery of me. So here's to the life, the life we should have and heaven forbid if it all goes bad!